Money Not Everything

New Handphones

2009-04-19T08:04:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i bought handphone and i bought a new phone

LG VIEWTY so far very gd to use touch screen

hehe.. and i take mi photo wih mi digi camera and upload it

so Happi wih mi new phones the camera is clear and gd hehe even though its 5 mega pixels onli

Went IT show

2009-03-14T08:07:00.000-07:00

Woo today finish work in the morning and when i reach hm.. had a nap till 3+pm mi fren call mi n wake me up to go it show at suntec there, so when wake up bath n was raining heavily sian brought umbrella out reach there and i was late 15min coz suppose to meet at 5 but i reach at 515pm sry naz so went to the it show there..

so many people lo at there headache sia.. then about 733pm msg jasmine taught to meet her awhile but then she no reply me coz think shes bz, haiz think back coz taught of eating wih her ltr but she said she wunt be free for it earlier so nvm..., also think i dunno want to do wat after meeting her hai...

so haiz decided to eat wih my frens at bugis we walk there and our leg was all like so loosen HAHA mi fren bought IPOD Touch and the other one bought EXTERNAL so cool well i felt a little sad coz i did nt bought anithing :(

coz early morning book mi practical for class 3 licence and it cost me $300 coz i taking school so hav to sacrifice mi expenses on things tis few mths..

aiming to get licence at this year, and according to the instructer just nw he told me within 5-6 mths can get.. so lets pray for the best of me^^

YEAH FINALLY

2009-03-07T02:29:00.000-08:00

Woo tis morning wake up and went wih steven for our BTT licence test.. went there earlier for our practice and was so fun doing together.. cause quitE coOl do it on touch screen just knock on it LOL.. Then do our trial test and we pass

After that went and hav lunch before the real test were to begin at 12:50pm. So when the time come went to the room and BRIEF us of how to log in then while doing was so stress and very scary to end the test.. then when end

I still at there say YEAH MAN i PASS and ask steve AND HE PASS TOO... so went downstairs to book our FTT N PRACTICAL.. but then it is quite expensive coz might be about $100+ and so we will book on next week for both PRACTICAL N FTT.. AND hopefully WILL PASS again^^

FELT really HAPpy JUST nw upon MY PASS hehe.. well thats all and its been awhile and long since i update mi blog HAHAHA.. Too busy wih mi life recently :P

Went To SSDC

2009-01-31T19:26:00.000-08:00

Tis morning wake up n call steven as we already decided to go
SSDC (Singapore Safety Driving Center) to book our BTT
still no mood n went there book n total of $28 n lucki steven brought $30
coz i told him bring $20 enough le

coz we ask for going practice b4 having the test n we take 2 practice
n cost us $10.. so we must pass on the coming 7-03-09..
somehow told dteven y i recently gt no mood n thx

coz he say i just hav to nt think so much.. just no mood
as it has very HIGH RESPONSIBILITIES n some other things
n steven just told me just let the time pass n slowly i will get
use to it in Future.. so think after hearing wat he says

i just hav to addapt it n stay strong always
n steven knoes that im strong n can do it no matter what..
thx.. then went to somerset n apply mi house phone to hav

private no. n idd caller coz since im 21 n the house phone bills n internet
under mi name, n then we see see hp.. well i found 1 nice phone w902 but
wow so xpensive T.T coz mi hp spoil so went hm n do some search to find other phone

found 1 hp w910i n think when i gt mi next pay 1weeeks+ im gonna to buy it
hehe all i knoe i hav to save mi money a lot for mi coming licence which
im paying all by miselve so hp thing no need so xpensive ba^^

can call n hav most of the function like bluetooth camera videos radio mp3 can le^^
then at night play games n sleep...

Went to Division

2009-01-31T19:16:00.000-08:00

Today went back to mi camp and at 10+am
mi fren msg me ask me wheather im still sleeping coz nvr c mi o9
n he taught of asking play games wih him.. Haha told him at camp

Then went to hav mi lunch n then went to ang mo kio police station mi division
I realize something .. Its hard to b a police officer gt a lot of things that need to b done
n most important is has a very HIGH RESPONSIBILITIES

After some briefing at there, went back hm n has no mood at all
call steven mi bros to eat mutabak, n i treat him the food he
treat me drinks n as usual had greentea when done meeting him
he still dunno that i dunt hav mood still joke around wih me..

thats what i like about him he knoes how to change my mood
to b happy a little..

went back home n play games wih him n then went sleep ...

27,28,29-01-09

2009-01-31T19:14:00.000-08:00

Tis whole days nth much to do just stay at hm play games
wake up eat call steven mayb just went out shop eat n play games
sleep ZZZzzZZZ..

Chinese New Year

2009-01-26T21:33:00.000-08:00

while waiting for the show we bought some nachos,sweet popcorn
n two cokes, n after watching the show it was nice n v funny show
HAHA then call steven to call jasmine n told her thx coz that show is nt bad

but think she is busy coz heard steven say she playing maple story
n so after that accompany steven eat n when we reach hm we play DOTA
all night long but i play wih mi frens till like 4+am he play until 3am coz
his mum told him to pack stuff n is bz

haha then went sleep n wake up at 12pm till then ^^

Chinese New Year

2009-01-26T21:25:00.000-08:00

Ytd night went golden village n i call jasmine
to ask her wheather the show LOVE MATTERS nice
n she said ok n from wat i heard from stven told me that
jasmine told him gt links, so went n watch that show^^

Meet jasmine

2009-01-26T21:06:00.001-08:00

on 24-01-09 steven call mi at 8+am n call me prepare
to meet jasmine as she is working at 12pm
i was like wat!! still got a lot of times so early for wat

say want to go earlier so can walk around there
so apon hearing that i just wake up n bath n also
gt something giv her

after seeing her in mi heart was so so happi haha
even i think that i nvr talk much coz im already
out of words to say when i saw her.. HAHAHA

went to 77 street n steven bought for me clothes
of mi own choice as or mi hapii belated bday presents haha
n so i bought steven a wallet for
his upcoming bday on 29-01-09 giv him in adv^^

then taught wanted to watch movies after that but nt much time left
as he is going to work ltr
so after that went hm n play games^^

Decating day

2009-01-26T21:00:00.001-08:00

on 23-01-09 was our decating day which were for us to pack and clear all our
stuff in our barrack, n before we go we had our memory pic of us in the barrack
haha can u find me, i just relize that i gt darker haha

mayb due to the passing out parade always stand still under the hot sun haha
but it is realli coll on that day when
ur love ones are watching u hahaha^^

Finaly Pop

2009-01-26T20:53:00.001-08:00

meet mi fren at there and took some pics while mi parents
had some food that is already serve at there
was so big n so mani people that i hadly found mi frens
haha then went to mi barrack n take mi stuff

n went home wih mi mum n i order pizza that night as to show mi appreaciation
to mi parents that czme to look for mi despite their tiring day of work
thx to them make the parade lively for me to march out^^ n went to sleep zzzZZzz

Finally Pop

2009-01-26T20:48:00.000-08:00

n tis is mi belove mum HAHA too bad no frens
came on mi POP day coz all too bz wih their things
nvm i understand n aneway after the Parade we went to harmony hall n

Finally Pop

2009-01-26T20:39:00.000-08:00

on 22-01-09 finally i having mi pasiing out parade
n took some pics wih mi dad also

2009-01-17T07:50:00.000-08:00

since so long nvr update mi blog hehe
too bz wih mi life, yesterday went to costa send n take the paris wheel
wih mi little sister at costa send.. then went to
BBQ CHICKEN fast food restaurant hehe.. treat mi mum

the sales gerl was so frenli n funny hehe
coz iwhen time to pay, total of $64.9 n in mi wallet onli hav $40
haha i ask her o man how
'would u mind pay some for me?' she just smile n her smile was so sweet
she knew that i was joking wih her

n she said 'how she wish she could but i cant sir;
then i just ask her ' do u accept nets?'
n she said yup y not hehe.. n the most funny part
i still sit at the sofa there.. n she call mi 'sir ur pin no. pls'

n i told her 'o i taught u already knoe mi password coz u r already holding the
card n paying for us' haha
n again she smile.. haha well after that went home ..

we had a great meal together.. hopefully to go there again
n try other meal there when hav the time again wih mi family^^..

Finally going back to camp

2008-11-30T08:02:00.000-08:00

Tomorow morning i will b booking in to camp
3weeks of mc due to nose bone fracture but well im hapi
coz at least mi nose is better not so slant.. not so handsome le

but haha nvm for guys wat is most important is the wallet
then can liaw haha... a bit blur tmr coz v long nvr go in camp
but that i wil b fine always n will change to a new behaviour or attitude

well sleeping soon coz tmr will b a tough day need to catch up a lot of things
take care all mi frens...

Thanks going out wih us

2008-11-29T09:01:00.001-08:00

Today meet mi fren then after that wanna go bugis n sim lim coz mi frens wanna buy
things.. invite kelly n huiling along n thanks for
following us hehe was having so much fun n hapi wih u all

aneway all mi frens is like that joke around so no hard feeling ya
1 of mi fren make me laugh so chialat is he went toilet
then after that gt some arcade n fighting games

no controller just the display of the game screen.. but he take his handphone n
use it as controller... so funny lo i laugh like hell n then
a lot of peoples look at him.. haha so funny n crazy -.-

reach hm n play games wih all mi frens so fun...
oya btw tismorning went out wih mi fren n so sad got
rejected haha ask for the girl no. working at 7-11 n she
keep smiling all thx to steven help me a bit

but too bad she say cant nt even frens coz SHES ATTACH
that guy whos having her as a gf is so lucki haha
got a so pretty gerl n so loving n thinks she is the kind that
is faithful... but nt to worry haha i think when the time is right
it will come to me to..

nw just make more frens n gain along last frenship can le
thats all n gonna sleep le too tired of everything....

Finally mi nose is fine

2008-11-28T09:50:00.000-08:00

Well tis afternoon went to hospital check up
n yeah when open up the plaster it was normal but is slightly slant
but im ok wih it...

then went to changi village n while going there 1 chinese granny
ask for help so i help her carry n happens she going to bedok
so send her all the way to the train wih mi mum coz we dropping at tanah merah

along the way the ahma sit down n there was like so mani pretty gerl
sian sian, haha but feel hapi coz of mi nose haha...
aneway pretty gerl onli, so wat haha...
haiz went changi treat mi parents food

n take a walk at the beach for awhile so relaxing
then take cab hm n play game
tis sunday night or monday morning i going book in to mi camp
finally im going back but cant be too hapi coz im sure
need to catch up a lt of things,, n i can do it^^

The time has come again

2008-11-27T08:21:00.000-08:00

Just nw went out wih steven to macdonald, order mega mac spicy
n upsize haha n was like wow so big lo.. wonder how to eat it
in the end i brought back hm n onli eat the frenc fries suddenli no mood eat
at there so c steven eat... he still want to intro me to his frens that is gerls who is
working at there..

haha i tell him so sori she is pretty n cute but dunt knoe y
just not mi type n no interest haha...
also was waiting for that gerl,haiz wonder when can meet
her.. nvm guess slowli then n no need to rush

Well ltr at 2pm is mi appointment at general hospital
go check up for mi nose
hope it will b ok n fine always
coz i think mi nose is getting better

so sian stay at hm all awhile
wish that i could hav 1 gerl that would trulli understand n luv me,
care for me joke wih n etc...
haha n want a long relationship wih someone i like n special if can
haha think wait long long

Nt forgetting someone LAST BUT NT LEAST

2008-11-21T07:53:00.000-08:00

Tis is mi mum n mi little sis sitting on a cool seats
worth $400 on mi mum n little sis seats
kao so xpensive haha last but not least
my lovely mother HAHA dunt know y put her in mi blog
but realli appreaciate for her take care of mi all tis while

can u see the words??

2008-11-21T07:37:00.000-08:00

last pic taken MERRY CHRISTMAS haha
its blur coz at night when i take the pic i move a little
coz if nvr put night mode it is dark even wih camera flash
well thats all mi day today

hapi together always^^

2008-11-21T07:32:00.000-08:00

at orchard take pic wih mi dad n mi little sis we walk from takashimaya
until toysaurus n then walk back to far east plaza
n take cab from there back to mi home sweet home

Is she cute, just like a blooming flower...

2008-11-21T07:18:00.000-08:00

went to clark quay central n take a pic of mi little sis
she is cute right HAHA along the way was so sad n i keep signing
mi mum ask me y n i told her so many couple n all the gerls are so so pretty
n so sad that i had no one yet in mi life

haha even if hav someone to me but that gerl hav no feeling for mi
but at least shes a gd fren to me

mi mum just tell mi to relax n keep telling me that
when the tyme will come it will come...
n say that when that tyme comes i wunt

treat her all the good food le
haha rubbish where got family comes first ma
then the gerl lo lol...
haiz so after that went to orchard

Eat it while it is hot HAHA

2008-11-21T07:06:00.000-08:00

went to Deliferance n had beef lasarine cost $12.97
nt bad the taste is v nice treat mi mum ham cheese roll
but too bad taught want to take some pic of it
but she eat it le HAHA then went meet mi dad
n went to clark quay

Can u see mi nose is a little slant?

2008-11-21T06:49:00.000-08:00

The reveal

2008-11-21T06:36:00.000-08:00

the reveal of mi nose sfter 1 week putting on the plaster
but guess wat i still need to put on the plaster coz it is
still nt fully straight but i think it is better then
the first day i been punch

Last day im gonna hav plaster nn mi nose HOPE SO haha

2008-11-19T18:50:00.000-08:00

Well tmr i hav to go General Hospital to open up mi plaster nose

n i hope that mi nose will b fine n normal again

coz if it still slant or nt straight yet i hav to go operation again

n NOO i hav to feel the pain again NONONO!

HAHA aneway realli hope that it will b ok n

fast recover... IM so bored stay at hm all awhile

rather b in mi camp n weekeend come back hm then enjoy HAHA

O man

2008-11-16T06:33:00.000-08:00

That friday onli god know what i went n go through
went to the surgery or operation room, was vv cold even they gt cover
me wih blanket

so it began wih a several inject at mi nose
was like ant bite. but after he insert something in mi nose n it was so
so pain onli god knows.. when done the doctor put a plaster
on mi nose due to he said mi bone nw v mobile

means moveble so it need the support.. taught it was ok but then mi
blood keep bleeding non-stop n so doctor decided to put something again on
mi nose to stop it n its was again v pain

after that its still bleed until 1 nurse came n soon it stop bleed
the nurse was VV pretty sia haha still gt tyme for tis

reach hm n had mi medicine then rest well..

SAT nth much to do other then rest n rest
i hope i will recover soon n i gt 1 week mc
so need nt go in camp again... wish that there was someone
speacial i could share wih.. but i just dunt know wat to do
guess i just hav to wait n b patience for nw...

SUN
Nw mi nose bcome more n more itchy haha just take painkiller n bear
wih it no choice mayb its recovering, aneway next friday hav to
c doctor again to open mi plaster n hope it will b fine ^^

What gonna Happen

2008-11-13T05:09:00.000-08:00

Well tis monday went back to camp n i felt giddy so go hospital n get 5 days mc
write a lt of report due to mi nose case
tuesday rest day n

wednesday
im happy that at least i had share somethings wih the person i like n luv
then went to anf mo kio police station headquarters to see n writee mi report
again.. tis few days was so tiring day for me

today went to hospital was feeling a little nervous
meet the nurse was so pretty n she check on mi nose
haha still gt tyme to look at the nurse
she said tmr she will try to push mi bone back
n mayb need to operation if she hav too

too scared i decided to go prinsep street eat chicken rice at rex restaurant
i treat mi family we eat fish squid some vege
so nice and all cost $54.9 but nvm gt mi first ns pay

then went to plaza singapura take a walk n also told mi mum if could find
jasmine coz she work at there.. but nt sure if she working
walk around n too bad did nt find her haha
mayb should call her but nah nvm

after that go hm by cab n till nw
hope tmr nth will happen n hope mi nose will b back to normal
tmr sure a vv pain day haha.. i hav to face it aneway

Call from hospital

2008-11-08T02:42:00.000-08:00

Tis morning at 11+am General hospital call mi say that i need to go see
specialist on tis thursday
to check hw mi nose condition n mayb if possible will need to go for plastic surgery
in order to make mi nose straight n in order again

Book out

2008-11-07T16:40:00.000-08:00

Just nw went to padang was so fun
do some warm up n play a lt of games n activity there
but end up i just walk around

then went to hospital sad news coz i went to x-ray
mi nose n the nurse saw that mi nose had minor break at the bone
so nw will b slanted n need tyme to recover

at most she say go for plastic surgery if want to straight but nw just rest more
ltr meeting steven go shop buy food for miselve n for mi mum
thx for nt being angry wih me jas

see u soon..

Felt Much Better

2008-11-02T03:05:00.000-08:00

Today book in im feeling much better
sry jas cant meet u anyway c u next week k
mi mum sick nw resting after giv her some medicine n brought food for her

about 15-20 min going book in
hope u nt angry about it
i make it up to u next week meet u my treat
anyway take care to all mi frens
b healthy always till then

Din ^^ lol

2008-10-31T09:05:00.000-07:00

Today book out im so sick
haha but guess it nth much coz just a cough n having sorethroat
v hard to talk much lol

miss mi parents n little sis so much
haha coz i do miss someone but i guess shes nt interested wih me anymore
well b strong n gd to hav a family that loves me
haha even if that person nvr love me i always
must think that im wrong

coz theres mi parents that luv me more then anyone else hehe
n i beleive 1 day that i will b somebody hahaha

Enjoying friday

2008-10-24T04:09:00.000-07:00

Today book out early n im back hm at 1:50pm..
haha so long nvr blog coz in ns n i cant blog much
due to some things that i learn

i learn a lt of things inside n onli i knoe it haha
miss all of u guys aneway need anithing just msg or call me
tatz it for nw n ltr tis week i book in
on Monday night yeah so sunday can rest more^^

Farewell to all mi frens

2008-10-05T21:46:00.000-07:00

At late night nurul saw mi blog i taken wih jasmine
she keep say when i go out wih her or if its for her
i will do something gd n will hav gd plan
but if i going out wih her i will tend nt to do all tis

well nurul i did told yer that i like jasmine for so long
aneway im sry ya lets nt talk about it anymore..
im through with all tis, u gals will always b my fren
tat is even if u still want.. tmr im leaving n going
to ns, n so sad even mi parents cant make it to send me

its like mi mum call mi ask my dad n my dad call mi ask mi mum
i tell them both pls la, i dunt mind going in alone
aneway just giv them some excuse so that they
can focus wih their work..

well wish mi gdluck ya n hope that nth will happen
to mi inside n healthy always.. N i will
bcome much more stronger n more man n mature next tyme lol

i guess steven will accompani me
coz he say he nw having holiday so dunt mind sending me
thx ya.. i will call u tonite

somehw i do hope that jasmine will b able to send mi in tmr
haha but nvm dunt want to disturb her..
guess if nt tmr c u again next tyme after mi training
till then signing off

Din

Latest news mi mum say mi real dad will send mi tmr
i will c hw lo will confirm again coz mi parents wanna send me
onli that know they r too bz wih working lol...

o man my dadjust call mi say cant send mi tmr.. well so i
think i will go alone.. aneway nvm ns onli wat haha

Went to malacca

2008-10-04T15:00:00.000-07:00

Morning wake up n mi mum wih mi aunt say go Malacca meet some of mi relatives there
so i follow her n sleep in th car coz im still v tired somehw hehe
had a nice n pleasant welcome at malaysia there

also some of mi mum frens are at there n they siao say that want to book mi
next tyme marry their daughter if can
i tell them pls sry ya i still gt long2 way to go n already gt someone special in mi heart
then all silence n just ask mi whos that lucki gerl..

i just keep quiet hehe
aneway chat so long until 12+am on the 05-10-08
then we start to move on
mi mum is tired n mi aunt drive but she somehw look so sleepy

so i decided to tell mi mum i drive.. but
she dunt allow., told her i will drive slowli
n after someargument she allow
i drive from i forgt where but till skudai mi aunt take over
during driving gt some drivers n crazy lo drive like drunk
keep move left n right i also headache hehe

hehe also the bus at night was so fast that they overtake mi
i taught i was too slow
i check mi speed is 100 nia
so fast lo the bus kao...
i gt shock n was tiring driving
but fun hehe, reach wdland checkpoint at 4+am n nw just reach hm at 5:15
write mi blog n nw going to play game n
FRENS im nw left wih 2days to report to

SINGAPORE POLICE FORCE...
till then hav fun nw till i can.. lol

A great memories n I had a v fun Day

2008-10-04T14:40:00.000-07:00

wake up tis morning taught was raining n it is raining
aneway i went out wih jasmine n when i reach harbour front
the weather was v gd nt raining n sunny

went take some pics in the cable car
we went to c dolphines . was so fun

n after that went to go underwater world
so shocking lo in the middle of having fun take pics mi camera run out of batt
n luckily the souvenirs shop there hav sell
bought then n she help mi put the batt in
then u know wat it cant close

i c she put it the wrong way lol then when done we
continue take pics.. at night in the cable cars was so windy
n nice surroundings.. i had a great feeling ride it wih her
n thx for the hugx ya as for a fren hug..
i realli will nt forget it n appreciate it

but then she had to leave early to her workplace n so send her to
dhoby ghaut since im also changing train at there.. hope next tyme i will b able to
fully go out wih u again ya^^
thx ya aneway i will print our pics as soon as possible n send u asap^^

i realli enjoy mi day n nite wih u.. hope to c again soon next tyme ya^^

On the 1st n 2nd October

2008-10-04T14:29:00.000-07:00

Today Hari raya was no tyme to write mi blog
when i wake up had mi bath n i had ask mi parents for forgivness
the first tyme my mum cry to mi told me to take gd care coz im going ns soon
n im going to MISS them vv Much

but i just hold back mi tears say dunt worry im going ns onli wat
hehe as if onli aneway thx mum n dad i will take gd care of miself
after that went out until late morning reach hm

On the 2nd oct

well wake up at 10+am steven call me coz i told him wanna see digital camera
end up go out at 12+pm i go take a look at digi cam n found 1 that i like
coz i hope to go out wih someone that is special to mi n want to
hav a great memories wih her ^^

then reach hm 1 of mi cousins came n after that
went mi other relatives house at tampines n take some pics
wih mi new camera hehe
then reach hm at 1+am n sleep at about 2+am

Cutting hair

2008-09-30T03:37:00.000-07:00

Well wake up at 12noon again then play game
also mi mum call mi help her carry things
steven come mi hse play game together also

so ltr going for a haircut after mi breakfast
n guess wat today is the last day of fasting
yeah tmr is Hari Raya...
gt to do a lt of housecleaning, just need to touch up^^

well think then ltr^^
7:15pm after i break fast hav a hair cut
so short le mi hair hehe
then play basketball wih steven awhile

during play we had some fight coz he say
i nvr play properly n play2 tatz y everytime lose
i tell him hw i know i keep miss the ball, also our opponent we face is all pro de lo
so tall we hav no tall people in our team... after awhile we cool down
then rain start to fall.. it was still raining heavily
but i n steven still continue to play
it was v fun playing in the rain.. hehe
wat a nice nite i had...^^

Play Basketball

2008-09-29T08:37:00.000-07:00

wake up at 12noon.. lol sleep until so nice
n was playing game also like the sky turning dark
was thinking coz i want to fetch some1 coz it b raining heavily
but too bad mi mum call at 3pm say fetch her dwstairs

so i think nah nvm hope that she would b ok haha
sshe is alrite.. aneway yeah tmr is the last day of fasting
woohoo yeah finally.. n i go play basketball then

was play until so fun but out of 4 match we finally win 1 tyme lol
then sit down under steven block play game n hav some drinks
hmmm was so fun n i hope things will last tis way till i go ns...

till then i hav fun always.. tmr i will b cutting mi hair n clean mi rm to make it
clean n nicer heehee

Wat a day

2008-09-28T11:16:00.000-07:00

Tis morning when i wake up mi mum call mi go johore
i tell her for wat say c things
i lazy lo but think again
soon i will nt c mi parents for some tyme

reach there was shock mi mum say going batu pahat
omi god, coz i gt some relatives staying there
n wow so far journey n lucki i gt bring
along mi psp so i just play game n listen to music in the car

when reach mi uncle hse, he giv us some cake n say long tyme nvr see mi
lol is bcoz i lazy go lo but somehw hapi to c them sill healthy
even they r like so old already^^

then mi mum bought a lt of biscuit n some "kuih" coz there
is like vv cheap... we ought something to eat n break our fast at some coffe shop
when going hm that tyme guess wat
it was jam at wdland checkpoint n it was like 1hour +

dam lo so mani cars around n i just reach hm
so tired but cant sleep though dunt know y but
mayb ltr i just lye down n hope will get some sleep^^
hav trouble sleeping lately dunt know y hehe

Back wih steven

2008-09-27T06:14:00.000-07:00

Well tis morning got no work again
then receieve letter say can collect passport at 8am-11:30am
so i call steven coz i remember he working morning
he nvr answer.. well nvm i prepare n play some game awhile
he msg me n i call him

he say meet under his block
ok when reach tat tyme we cycle n he say sry to let mi wait for him
i say nvm.. when at the traffic light
we happen to like talk at the same tyme

n i say u first lol its like a feeling tats is .. i dunt know hw to say
aneway in train we get to talk back like olast tyme hw i use to b
n thx for accompani.. i hope we had seal off the fire between us
when reach the SIR building
u know wat OMG mi queue no. was like
2190 n nw onli serving 2084

its like 106 people to wait..
O.o i sit there wait listening to songs n play games
somehw there a lt of pretty gerl lol
but all wih parents or wih BOIFREN...

then when mi no. came ah finally n saw the counter serving me was a malay gerl
even shes malay she look like chinese
hw i know she malay?
i look at her name tag n its zulaika n i was like
woo u malay, looks realli like chinese

haha take mi fingerprintsn went back hm
do some house cleaning n went to sleep
think ltr tonite i will meet steven awhile
lend dumbbell to train mi arm

coz going ns soon train so can do more pull up
n tis is mi last week to enjoy wih all mi frens well till then

Quarrell wih steven

2008-09-25T11:03:00.000-07:00

Today i wake up late n i knew that i suppose to tell
steven about coming mi hse watch the ghost show
told him ytd in the afternoon
he msg me at 12:30pm say want comi mi hse i say i
just wake up n want to sleep back

he say ok then i wake up at 2:05pm
onmi com n msn nvr saw steven online taught want to
tell him i wake up n can prepare to come mi hse
so decise to play game

then 2:45pm he msn mi say wa wake up nvr tell him
i say i playing game n can come mi hse
he say shoot mi say mi fault n i say sry
but still shoot mi

i just dunt understand wat u mean by u dunt like mi attitude
aneway i dunt want to quarrel wih u
we fren for so long so mani years im sure tis kind
of small thing is can b overcome
haiz wonder wat i should do

then nurul msg me tell mi to forget her
for some reasons i dunt know y
then if that wat u want so b it
ask her she say dunno just want to forget mi
haiz is all mi fren going to leave mi
am i realli that bad... onli god knows
haiz so sian also

then wats is fren in the first place
just dunt understand it
is fren mean to forget each other after sometyme
wat is tat all about bullshit then...
haiz all mi best fren is in ns n soon i will b in too
hope i will get to know more gd frens then

hope things will get well for mi n steven
im sry but i realli dunt understand by u mean i hav to change mi attitude
aneway let mi tell u, people change coz if they nvr change hw can they survive
is onli i really dunt understand mayb gt tyme we go out eat n u xplain to mi

Did i do a right thing

2008-09-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

Tis morning wake up got to go pay bill
haix sian pay tis pay that
lol guess tis is singapore
gi in the sing post n WOW saw 1 v pretty gerl

i smile at her n u know wat
she STARE at me n i was like o mi GOD
u think u so pretty ah
hehe actualli ya but no need until like that ma
then was going out that tyme

saw her puting in post like in a box outside
i look at her n tis time her face was like need help
coz her the other hand is carrying other stuff
n i saw the thing that she was posting like dropping

guess wat i do... do i help her
haha no i STARE at her back n just walk back
somehw i think i should help her
o man wat did i do
Did i do a right thING?

then at night watch ghost show wih steven at mi house
so fun n scary lo hehe
n he say tmr continue watch again
coz too late le
hehe , nw play game tyme

Shocking day

2008-09-22T21:16:00.000-07:00

When i wake up tis morning ltr goinhg to do my new passport
coz its expired n no more pages left
so sad lo cant gi jb or other country

then mi fren bro steven say he do his blog
n i go check n wow nt bad
vv gd he finally do it coz i told him
lol thx for doing n enjoy ur blog

at there the sir building go take mi pic for mi new passport
gt 2 chinese gerls keep look n smile at mi gerls
pretty also but hehe i smile at them back too
then go pay $73 for mi passport
sian so xpensive

even if cheap its like omg rather go out or buy things wih fren lo
next monday can go collect
reach hm play game so fun get to kill a lt people just nw hehe
nw going sleep le
tatz all yawn so tired

Frens Day

2008-09-22T07:42:00.000-07:00

Today i went to meet mi fren then he come mi hse
help mi do a lt of computer stuff
hehe vv useful
then after that steven msg mi play basketball

i told him anithing
sian today break fast nth much to eat coz mi parents nt at hm
so decided to go out eat wih steven
play basketball n guess wat today im so sucks man

dunno y if i keep just score 2 balls our team win le
i keep miss all mi shots
dunno y even at mi fav spot dam
but hey its just a game
win lose doesnt matter
as long as u did ur best n hav fun tatz the most important

then reach hm ne nth to do
mayb ltr just play game
a bit tired though mayb sleeping early ltr
haha well thats all

Watching show

2008-09-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

Well today i watch love show all the way dunno y
haha love ? its v hard to explain
i learn that love is something that u realli need
that person n would die for it

vv powerul right but its again unexplanable
watch from crunchyroll until break fast go for pray n watch again
mayb im nw addicted to love haha
love sick
but then im still single lol
guess its always alright to b single

tatz all i wonder hw mi love life will b

Miss blogging

2008-09-19T09:12:00.000-07:00

after so long nvr write mi blog
hehe coz too bz n tired
today i play basketball wih steven n was so fun
i block some people ball who is taller then me n i was like feel
SO GOOD lol

haix tmr i gt no work sian
no money earn but hey can rest also
coz its fasting month
so guys tmr no work ya ^_^
n left about 10days to fast n its Hari Raya
Yeah n tatz mean im going ns in about 17more days
dam hehe

well tis is life man n 17 days is vv fast
wonder hw i would b inside then hehe

tired working day

2008-09-06T09:14:00.000-07:00

tis morning 1 of mi fren msg me say nt coming to work
i say nvm
then 1 of mi fren bring 2new boys n 1 guys to wothe 2 guys name xin wei n wei sian
then ask the game name is dion

working halfway mi machine make problem cannot start
stupid lo i feel like whacking it but somehw tat dion is
so frenli talk to mi so i a bit cool
but hey we will finish work like so long de

no... about 4:15pm suddenli the other machine can work i faster do
but somehw vv tired
dunno y mayb coz i fasting nvr eat then nt much energy
reach hm hav mi dinner break fast went to pray n lye down

wat a realli tiring day of work

Go mi best fren hse transfer cheat game

2008-09-03T05:02:00.000-07:00

In thr train was so tired n no mood de
reach his hse transfer the thing want to go hm
he call me accompany hin to bukit gombak buy things
i told him tired n my fare is baget

adult fare realli mafan de
then my mum call ask mi she want to fetch mi
coz shes driving arond jurung
i told her i going bukit gombak so she say ltr call mi again

so i acc mi fren since he left 7days then go ns so sad
he bought a lt of food to eat for ltr breaking fasting tat tyme
say tis is his last tyme to eat nice2 food
wait inside ns nt nice le
i feel sa sad for him

but me too but i still gt 1 month like tat
then mi mum call mi again i told her still at bukit gombak n she come n fetch me hm
woo so tired n restless
after eat i had a gd sleep rest n sleep

28more days to Hari Raya still long sian...

1st day of fasting

2008-09-03T04:59:00.000-07:00

well fasting le nw steven call me go out his hse
i say ok lo since playing game
then at 4+pm go le
end of the day fasting after tat go pray at mosque

a lt pple lo n was so tired after tat
hehe reach hm n had gd sleep
fasting months bored nth much can do

last day then tmr fasting

2008-08-31T10:13:00.001-07:00

today well its the last day b4 tmr fasting
so i stay at hm playing game
talk to nurul n prepare for tmr

then mi mum call mi buy maggi coz since i meeting steven awhile
at 11+pm give him somethings
nurul msg me at 12am n i told her wait for mi i will call her
she say ok
so i rush to the 24hours shop n save n buy maggi n the queue was so long even
if its in the morning
mayb cant blame coz onli 1 cashier then is open

when i reach hm i call nurul
to mi sadness she nvr answer the phone n i was like sad n angry
cant she wait a little
coz i think she fallen asleep
guess nvm tink shes tired n i cant sleep today thinking of her

i call her at 12:40am just wait for mi 40mins or at least tell mi tat u
r sleeping coz i realli want to ask u something haix guess nvm
i know who iam aneway

Working wih onli 5 ppl

2008-08-31T10:06:00.001-07:00

O mi so sad we onli gt 5 ppl coz steven is working as a chef assistant
mi best fren today is the second last day b4 he went to ns
so lucki tat lvl we work is small
we rush n use a lt of teamwork n manage to finish at 3+pm which is like normalli we did

but i can tell u it is so so tired
so reach hm n felt something missing coz normally i will ask
steven play bb but he still working till 11pm
so i just stay at hm n somehw its still hard to forget about nurul
i taught i was fine so i msg her n ask c if we can meet
she say she sick n outside haix
so hard to forget u nurul
i wonder y

then i just call her hav a gd rest n i had mine too

Accompany steven to interview

2008-08-31T09:56:00.000-07:00

Today steven call mi say accompani him interview at somerset
i told him i gt $3+ onli for mi fare
think enough
then when we reach there n for mi goodness he dunt know where is the place to interview

when i reach somerset mi stomach pain n there was so many pretty n sexy girls
i n steven heart was aching vv much its like as if we been poke by a needle
go cathay done mi business we walk all the way till wisma there n guess wat
the interview place was at THE HEEREN omg!! we hav to walk all the way back

so when its done i had decided to play bb
n ltr tat night i went to play bb wih him
its so fun n i had a gd nite sleep after tat

1 day stay at hm

2008-08-28T21:08:00.000-07:00

a different morning its realli hard to wake up n nt msg someone tat i use to haha
but hey i must b stroong
steven came to mi hse in the morning play game wih mi
i still just wake up lo having some nightmare again

then until 11+am coz he need go svhool for airforce show thing
then i call him come mi hse again play game then he reach
about 7+pm
he told mi he hungry so told him after game i get something to eat
done playing i go kitchen c onli gt nestum so i made for him n he say nice nt bad thx
haha tink can b better lo onli tat today things r nt tat gd

nt much groceries in the kitchen otherwise i cook or make something nicer
haha after he left like 10+pm
mi another fren call say want play game i ask mi mum she say can but dunt make too much noise

when they reach 1 of mi fren bought new laptop sia vaio so cool n nice
ask him he say he bought for %2900 n i like wow omg haha vv cheap ah
mi laptop also nt even reach $2000 lol so exp lo tink he rich can ah but im hapi for him somehw
we play game till 3+ all win n i hav a gdnite sleep after tat

I made up my mind

2008-08-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

Tis morning when i wake up i had a weird dream
so i decided nt to meet nurul ltr
i know its hard for us to being like tis anymore
its like we keep quarrel n b gd back
i just dunt want its realli making me hav pain
n y must i hav tis pain forever is it

so think i should end it
im vv sry tat i ignore all ur msges n nvr reply u
u can scold mi tat im v bad or cruel but im just sry k
nth gonna stop me
coz i had made up mi mind

n 1 more things
we r just a normal frens k
if gt things then tell otherwise i dunt think i wont attend to entertain it
coz a couple tat love each other when break should nt b best fren k
coz end up it will quarrel again i dunt want tat to happen n aneway im
realli vv sry... Enjoy ur life nurul realli i think tis is the beat k

Go pay bills

2008-08-26T11:34:00.000-07:00

tis morning when i wake up
mi mum told mi to pay bills so i slowli walk n ride mi bike to there
somehw mi right leg is cured but mi left nw still haven

i hope by tis sat or sunday will cure coz i hav a great match
wih steven tis sat or sun
coz he say i short so i want to prove him im short but for something
haha sounds fun right
then i think i do nt want to drag mi relationship wih nurul anymore

its just so hard to understand each other
tink i will end it nw for gd
thanks for being mi fren im vv sori though
but this is the best way for us ..

Resting day

2008-08-26T11:32:00.000-07:00

today nth much i do
i just wake up n mi leg still pain but mi left leg is recovering
so play game n watch show n rest
haha wonder when eill mi leg will cure

Rainy day all the way

2008-08-24T08:10:00.002-07:00

tis morning when i wake up
mi leg was so pain as mormal
i ate mi food then go market buy hings as for mi mum ask
so i slowli walk

then in the afternoon at 3pm steven call mi go his house watch basketball olympic
so i went there watch together more fun then rain start to drop
we were so excited n usa won against spain but spain was
nt bad too. then we decided to play game
i play n play until about 7+pm seven call mi play basketball

i told him i injured my leg n cannot play but somehw 1 girl tat i like is playing
so i told him can ah
but unfortunateli even god dunt let mi play
coz its raining heavily
so i go hm 1st makan them go his hse play game
in the end its a rainy day

Working wih mi frens wih so mani thing happening

2008-08-24T08:10:00.001-07:00

Its sat a v hard pain day coz still hurt about ytd
its rainig heavily though lickily i n steven in tyme
to cycle to mrt station then the rain bcomes v heavy
in the train 1of mi fren msg me say tat he slip n injured his hand so cant work
well i told him nvm... so poor thing then work tat tyme

so fun but after lunch i slip while coming down the ladder
n mi skin gt tear n was so pain
mi supervisor get a first aid n told me to rest awhile n b more careful
haha then after work mi fren decided to come mi hse play game
i hav difficulty walking coz mi ledt leg injured nw right

haha but somehw manage to walk
then when mi fren reach mi hse it was soso fun playing
then mi fren leave mi hse around 9+pm want to enjoy tis day wih mi bestfren as for he
2weeks go in ns so sad haha but somehw it is cool
wat a fun day lol

Me n mi stupid attitude

2008-08-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

Today nth happen when i ask nurul hw to download bearshare
so she teach mi n somehw it is like msn
i saw something the comments saying
sweetheart u r always b remembered n remember me in ur prayers
something like tat

i was like so angry n straight away scolded nurul
say tat "i hate her n u r nt like mi last tyme nurul she driving mi crazy
leave mi alone im so sad n angry n i dunt know wat to do"
just then she call mi n i was in the toilet when i reach i call her back
n she say tat realli she dunt want to hav anything wih each other
i ws so shock n ask for forgivness but she dunt want to forgive me
it was so pain but guess i hav to move on

wat a sad n stupid day i hav
haix nurul im Vv SRY...

Whole day playing games wih Frens

2008-08-22T06:09:00.001-07:00

tis morning when i wake up i felt tat mi leg is geting better
then steven call mi want to play game wih me until nite
i told him sure np as for im also bored at hm nth to do
we play together kiling monster together n it was so fun

about night tat tyme he wanted to go hm
so i say goodbye n come again
just then 1 of mi fren call mi again say want to come mi hse play game
i say ok lo if he dunt mind
so we play until 2+am then he go hm
woo wat a tiring day after tat i had a gd sleep haha end

Fun Day wih Nurul

2008-08-20T10:44:00.000-07:00

Today when i wake up i ask nurul if realli meeting she say ya
somehw mi granda hand was injured
so i went to the kitchen n saw her injured hand still cook
i told her ahma let mi cook

so i help her cook
as soon as i done i look outside it was so dark
i ask nurul can we meet next tyme n is her place there raining
she say no so i let fate decide
i went hav a bath when im done

the sky looks brighter so i msg her n told her i otw
i went n meet her outside the schoool gt park there
went burger king buy chicken burger for her n black pepper for mi
we had ice-cream while waitning for the bus
then take bus go pasir ris park

reach there we walk to find someplace to sit
we sat n had our onion rings n frenc fries together
we even feed each other n i was so hapi about it
have a gd tyme talking joking

i bring some bandage n nurul bandage mi leg
i was so touch n hapi somehw paiseh coz she cared about mi
then we had a fun tyme together n went back hm
it was a beautiful memory i had wih her
i will nt forget the way she bandage mi leg
hope or i will n try treat her better then last tyme

Boring Day

2008-08-20T10:35:00.000-07:00

Mi leg is still pain but i can feel its getting better
1 whole day playing comp n surving the net
then at night went out awhile
help mi mum carry things wih mi injured leg

haha n plan to meet nurul tmr
she say ok so look forward to it
told her about mi injured leg she say
bring bandage she bandage for mi

playing game wih mi fren at mi hse coz leg is injured cant go out sob

2008-08-18T09:06:00.000-07:00

i Wake up tis morning mi leg was soso pain
i was hav difficulti in walking so sad
so i just play game n some mi frens call mi play game

i told him ok lo as for i injured mi leg cant do anithing
he reach mi hse about 2+pm
we play n play until 11+pm then go back hm

tatz all i do today but somehw hoping for mi leg to faster
recover.. so sad of mi leg like tis hav just to bear wih this pain

Sprain mi right leg while playing basketball

2008-08-18T09:05:00.002-07:00

today was the Sunday so nth to do play game wih steven at his hse
then ktr tat night steven call mi play basketball
at first i told him i dunt want lazy n nt in the mood

then he told me 1 of his fren gt go
so i told him ok i go hm bath 1st then go play
so when im done i meet him n cycle there
when i saw steven fren haha i was so call hapi
n cant wait to play wih her next team
so we wait for next team

when our turn come i play n was so hapi n want to impress her
wih my shooting...
i gt 2 rebound so hapi n scored mi 1st ball
then somethings happen for mi 3rd rebound

i jump n gt the ball so hapi but somehw i land wrongly
n sprain mi ankle
till tat i just sit down n watch them play
it was so pain tat i almost cry n like want to die lol
in the end i end up watching them play n cycle back hm

halway reaching hm
nooooo i forgt take mi basketball
i try mi best cycle back as fast as i can wih mi injured leg there
somehw mi ball was no longer there

so sad but hey
guess i can always save money n buy new 1
haha wat a day

cycling bicycle to mi fren hse play mh2

2008-08-18T09:05:00.001-07:00

Sat hmmm today there is no work
so i decided to spent mi tyme wih mi working frens
i went wih steven to 1 of mi fren hse as all of them meeting there
its at admiralty so its quite near then decided to just cycle there wih steven

when i reach there we hav fun playing game
mi fren treat us currypuff so thankful to him
then i ask mi fren wonder if ltr tonite can go his hse play game again

he say sure if nth wrong
so tat night i call him n he say ok but hav to play dwstairs his hse
i told steven n he say np wih it

so we find some playground n play games there nearby his hse
we had fun n tis bloody steven keep farting n sneezing lo
while he is farting he say the sound of cats purr n toad lol
i n mi fren keep saying complain liaw coz he make too much noise

at about 1+am... guess wat
2 policeman came to us n ask us if we make too much noise
n disturb the residents there.. then i ask the policeman until they paiseh
i ask them
did u hear a lt of noise while u coming to us
lol he say of coz nt onli tat someone complain tat there is noise dwstairs
so he say tis n tat bla bla bla... aft tat he say try to just maintain our noise lvl
vv stupid de lo

then whle going back we saw 2pretty girls
sitting wih their laptop n i kacau them
lol but then for ahile onli
then we cycle back hm... it was so windy tat night n had a v gd sleep n rest

went for friday prayers

2008-08-18T09:02:00.000-07:00

problem meeting wih nurul

2008-08-13T09:44:00.001-07:00

today i was going to meet nurul
was so hapi somehow
then i went to interchange to top up mi ez-link
then hor to my shockness mi ez-link has expired

noo hw am i to meet nurul
i refund mi card n somehw must pay $15 but i omli gt $13
so i call nurul n told her hw
she say nvm no need to meet her

she give mi 1red apple
ni hold it taught of eating it but somehw i will treassure it
when i gt no food to eat then i will eat it
lol
thx a lot

then ltr she ms me say tat she coming to yishun meet me
i was so hapi n meet her
we hav a gd talk tat day till night 9+pm i send her to interchange
n its was such a fun day wih her

so sad about mi fren

2008-08-13T09:42:00.001-07:00

today mi fren he call mi want to lend mi bike coz he gt onli 1 bike
coz he want to cycle wih his gf but too bad
when he reach mi hse is
raining heavily n ask to park his bike at mi hse lol

play games wih nazrul mi bestfren

2008-08-13T08:08:00.000-07:00

today i went mi fren hse to play game
i reach his hse at about 1pm
then we play game then 3pm he call me eat

we eat fried raice together
the feelings was there coz he is going to civil defence in less then 1 month
or my i will sure miss mi best fren

but hey tis is life
then i play until 8+pm n go back hm
a vv fun day wih him

Sunday

2008-08-13T08:03:00.001-07:00

Today i taught of going mi fren hse play game but then i end up go steven
i help him do his bike its sure a v tiring day doing his bike
about 6+pm his bike is all set n ready to go

so we decided to play basketball wih his new bike
when we reach the basketball court there was so mani people
somehw we manage to play in the last 15mins b4 the light went off

i play wih steven frens its girl
somehw i gt attracted wih 1 of the girls haha
ask from steven he told me tmr he will give me so i wait
wat a fun n tiring day wih him

Ndp wih frens better

2008-08-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

Today is national day
but somehw iam wih steven having fun fixing his comp
coz he bought dvd write n readable so i help him
to fix

then after tat i help him dismantle his bicycle
then watch ndp2008 n hav fun singing wih him at his house
then we play game until nite tyme
so fun tat we r going to play tat again tmr

im realli getting who iam v soon
cant wait to go in ns though
left 2 more months
then i go in SPF haha
SPF=(Singapore Police Force)

looking forward though but somehw vv nervous....

Getting well

2008-08-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

today nth much happen
im getting miselve vv soon
lol it as if im dying hahaha

Taking Pay With Steven

2008-08-07T03:24:00.000-07:00

Tis morning when i wake up i recieve a msg fom nurul n steven
i was so hapi to c her msg though
steven call me say can take pay coz supervisor say can take le
coz he working wih me ma lol

but somehw tis morning i feel v tired i told him at 9am go
then hor 9am liaw i drag until 12pm hehe

12pm liaw i taught want to drag
but then hor like paiseh coz drag so long
so i wake up call him n n go take pay when im ok le of coz LOL
along the way he nvr bring money n cant go in take train
he hor lucki i hav some so call him buy card then take train
we hav fun n play game inside train

woo i just came back from going sembawang park wih steven
nurul call me nw she tell mi to forget her n delete her
girls i realli dunt understand them
after hav a call wih her i went hm wih steven
but u know wat?

it is raining cats n dog
we cycle slowli though n was vv hard to c trough the road
then we stop at the traffic light
theres car go so fast n it splashes on us
but i told steven nvm coz we nw already all so wet

i realli hav fun wih him haha
wat a fun day n a confusing call from Nurul hai...

Powerful Day

2008-08-07T03:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a vv Fun Day till i gt no tyme to write mi blog
i went to changi to peace mi mind to get mi last tyme din
i ask nurul to accompany me
she say sure then we start talking n hav a lt of fun

i realli enjoy being wih her ytd
although i know tat she already hav a new bf
we walk around the beach n we pick up a lot of seashells
we realli hav fun together hw i wish she realli know tat i realli love her nw
haha but too bad think nw i just hav to wait n hav more patience

i take some photo wih her n im hapi though
i reach hm at 11:30pm n was vv tired but somehw was v fun hehe
i realli had a powerful day... HAHAHA

A little different

2008-08-04T21:17:00.000-07:00

I nw somehw just wake up at 12:oo noon
pretty late right haha
somehw i get a v peaceful sleep ytd n im v hapi
tat i finally get to sleep after 2days of miserable cant sleep

ltr gt to do some hsecleaning since at hm
also do nth... if nt hor wait mi mum bcome
1 v fierce female lion scold2 coz NDP2008 coming lol

Im getting a little different somehw... getting mi own din back vv soon
coz im no longer so emotion n wih the help of u guys im sure
i b back liki last tyme in no tyme n a better 1...
I learn from mi mistake n will nt reapeat it again
thx ya

Wat do i Realli Want

2008-08-03T19:15:00.000-07:00

Tis morning iam feeling so sick till i vomited
coz im still cant sleep again thinking of her

the mistake tat i done
i reali regret it n realli hurts mi heart

i just dunt know when i can be like mi ownselve back

then i receive a phone call n its from a strange no.
i pick up n its from mi last tyme agent

asking me am i still looking for job or interested to work
well im sick but somehw i think i work will b better
so guys plz support me hope tat i will get tis job

mi interview will b at 12:30pm so i continue mi life again

so imback nw at hm it was 1:50pm
n im so hapi tat i can start work tonite
the interview was a sucess btw its 8pm-8am
quite tough but the pay is v high

need to carry 25kg of milk powder
sure is heavy but somehw
think can help me train b4 i go in ns haha

n also nw tat im working nite tyme so i hope
tat mi heart can realli heal
if cant heal i hope she realli can b back wih me 1day

coz she told me she need tyme so if
jan she give the answer,
jan then it will b nw i will onli hav to wait for her
or heal back my heart
thx to her also coz i ask for her support

so nw a new begginig has begin
nervous though for tonite
mi 1st tyme working nite shift
think i will b fine a thx again guy

Haiz the beginning has just ended
when i reach there they say tat there onli need 3people
so i hav to call mi agencies ask hw coz nw gt 5 people
means has to sacrifice 2

then guess wat im the one sacrificing haiz
mi life nw is so fuck up n miserable
im realli hope i can b like hw iam use to b the last tyme :X

Mi Sadness

2008-08-03T09:37:00.000-07:00

today mi life is sucks
coz i just found out tat i need the girl who i break wit

but hey life goes on
gt to b strong always

totally dunt know wat am i
soul-searching miself

but wih the help of mi frens
im gonna b ok like hw i use to b
but of coz trying to b a brand new me
just want to say a little thanks a lt guys